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Thursday, July 10, 2003

im feeling very edgy. antsy. tired. moody.

reached home close to 7pm. just as good as working with the pte sector. 12hrs shift work.

painted the mural from 2pm till 5pm. The tree doesnt turn out to b like wat i wanna it to be. Guess i was tired. painted it green (watelse) added red and some blots of blue. euw. it looked spooky. just like the one seen at Harry Porter. By then i knew i was tired. Luckily the kids were still in school. They offered to clean the palette and brushes. *phew*

surprisingly, few of my colleagues still ard. busy marking. one was busy distributing hydroponics kang kung. *sigh* just dun haf the mood to bring it home. will wait for the next harvest. 3 of us decided to share cab home. i was too tired to take the train. but they wanna leave ard 6pm. no choice so i continued marking. no way im gonna bring home those books. it was only ard 6.25pm that we left school. dead tired by then. i didnt talk much in the cab.. beside the same topic abt the autistic kid, Nick, again.

i dun wanna complain. but i just cant help it. teaching is fun. i love the kids. but life after teaching. hmm. markings. admin work. setting of papers. hmm. yet to complete setting P4 CA2 paper. im all drained out. thot of doing it at home. but have been putting it off day after day. deadline next week. *sigh* dun haf the energy to set high-order thinking qns for my compre. perhaps will do it over the weekend.

social life seems to deplete soon. hope not.
frenz been complaining that im just TOO busy now that i cant spare a day to go out with them.
yet i haf lots of dinner gath to attend. hmm haf to find time no matter wat.
will make time to meet the saint for dinner. *euw*


tired. hungry. no mood to eat.
i wanna take a nap now.
nap? hehe..
its 9.30pm soon. mite as well just call it a day!
gosh! i missed 'Chemistry' again!!!
again.. n again..

hmpfh!

nite.