i just lurveeee this pic so much!!
thanks awi..for changing the colour ya!
guess, this is the outcome spending the whole evenin in front of the PC. cropped the pic and posted it here.
i lurve it! i loike!


So i decided to spend this day alone. I didnt call him to make plans for today. I didnt meet up with Oriz to hit the gym neither do i follow my parents to cousin's place. Well i made the choice to spend time alone. I know its saturday. Almost everyone is out. Dating. Clubbing. Shopping. Eating. Everything. Well, i just wanna be at home. catch up with my sleep. sort some documents in the rite folders on my c:. listen to some old cds. iron my working clothes for the whole week. pedicure or perhaps lulur followed with a warm shower esp its raining now. nice weather. must pamper myself. don't wanna think about my work. neways, no markings to be done. well at least, im feeling much better. Just woke up after 3 hrs nap. its the rest dat all i need. just don;t wanna think the outcome of the blood test tho!oh-no..now that i just mentioned! ehhe oh well! anyway, BIG THANK YOU to all my frens, blog frens..for all the care and concern. so sweeet!! i'm touched!


Anyway..back abt the 'alone' topic..well, being alone is not a badge of disgrace. To me, it is a precious and beautiful thing. So welcome solitude, enjoy every moment, as if i may never be alone again. wooohoo! At least im turning it into a positive time...say, guarding my privacy and space?.. well not always that i like to be alone.. exception for today..hehe contradicting? eheh well, when im alone.. i'll take some time to do reflections..at times accompanied with some teary eyes.. emotionalist huh! and at times there'll be daily affirmation of all the good things that may able to attract as many positive experiences as i want and need and recognize this as part of my individual destiny. ..auwww!...hmm and when im alone..i'll think about my family, my friends, my future, my life and of coz about $$. sometimes ended up dreaming..the dream car..the dream wedding... next thing.. im in dreamland..


Alrite, enough of blabbering.. this is wat happen when one got nuthin to do..and ended up yada yada about bla bla bla.. k ok gonna start sorting the docs at its respective folders.


ah yes..


".. in reality we are all alone, but at least we're all in it together.For loneliness is nothing, and once overcome, the achievement and satisfaction is greater than anythin you can imagine..."