r . e . f . l . e . c . t . i . o . n . s .

been reading my past posts.. been a mth since i started it n guess im hooked. as i was reading it..n i recalled every tag msgs that were sent.
yes the commonsense advice that are given in dribs n drabs, which can often to learn through expensive mistakes. How i wish i had known that the ideas, the advices made me understood and taken to heart much earlier in life. However without those timely lessons i never would have grown in the ways that i have or in fact make me wat i am now. n of coz lotsa reflections in life. abt life. abt friends. abt families. in short, reflecting the truth that i may perceives it uniquely. also, the self-esteem that has been undermined tho sometimes i feel that theres lots of freedom and opportunity. but again low self-confidence sometimes hinders one to be carefree, at times. hmm.. confused. at time i always have these believe that people should do what they really feel in their heart is right for them, as long as they avoid hurting others in the process. just like the saying goes, the mind, once expanded by a thought, never returns to its orginal shape. but also at times i cant help but not to follow my heart. self consciousness perhaps? perhaps im paranoid abt physical aspects. its so often that people are based purely upon physical characteristics of 'beauty'. Beauty is still the most narrowly subjective concept. but heck.. to me..each of us are uniquely beautiful, wats more impt, they are more importantly beautiful in spirit. and i noe everyone can achieve that. you. me.

haf my own rules. rule my own life. go on with our hearts..take great leaps of faith.
hmmm more reflections abt life for now..
am still learning..
n i noe that theres plenty for me to grasps and reflect upon, even as i peruse my blog. think.

am i blabbering?

confused.

again.

me