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Friday, August 22, 2003

worried. im oh so worried.


how's the results gonna turn out to be. in 2 weeks time. yes 2 weeks. i shall have to doa and hope that everything gonna b alrite.
went to polyclinic after work.Just cannot take it any more. Been sick.. very sick.. back aching. lethargic perhaps. i don;t know. couldnt sleep well last nite. Took a cab to school. In school my colleagues said that i looked pale. Thot of taking urgent leave..but i pitied the kids..they just started their CA. was seating mostly in class. i was worried. Seems like i've put on weight..look so puffy...but ironic part.. i've lost appetite but the urgency to drink gallons of plain water was there. Met my P and asked to be excused from attending the Full Dress Rehearsal for our Opening Ceremony. sigh of relief when i walked down the hallway.. saw my mural..the masks..poinitism..aboriginal planks.. phew..all done. Even choreographing for the finale item has completed... i think im tired. oh well, i am tired!


i was again worried. how i hate needles. not that im scared of it..kinda immuned but such an unfortunate to have fine veins which are deep. My arms were injected twice but no sign of blood flowed. Damn! i knew it! i knew it gonna happen. At that moment, I couldnt care less..just wanna it to be over and done with. I just need to noe whats going on! why am i feeling so sick lately....Waited for 5 mins before another nurse took over. I just don;t know what she did but definitely she managed to get my blood!

so thats it.. i'll get to know the results in 2 weeks time..


wahhhh piang! stress to the max sey!