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Saturday, October 18, 2003

just don't feel like blogging..perhaps just need sometime away from posting an entry. been blog hopping tho..n occasional tags replies to all visitors. only a few days and many had happened.... life indeed a beautiful one. each past days marked whole new chapter of our life.

Was down for PSLE Marking yest. Met old frens..some are married..preggie..enggaged..lots of catching up. Enjoyed marking tremendously. The senior teachers indeed sparked the whole room. They could just gossip..and even share the stories with us. Neways, they are old enough to be my parents. Nice to get this kinda treatment. They guided me in marking..and yes.. my Pri 1 Malay teacher was in the same room as me! It was such a pleasant surprise. n she thot..im my sis! yennah cikgu!!! ehhe the moment she saw me.. eh. saya ingat awak ajar sekolah menengah kan? ehhe no cikgu!! ni ayu..adik rahimah! ehhe i salam-ed her..n hugged! gosh!!! i was moved! so the whole day was spent updating..and yes cikgu..cant wait to c u again on monday!

rushed home, changed ..flagged a cab..n met a bunch of awesome ladies!!! tho i was tired..but again..dat did not deter me to enjoy myself termendously. Everyone was so comfy with each other and we had smashing rolling good time! before we headed to boat quay. 2 tourists approached us..asking for directions to Suntec City. They were trying hard to speak in English. So..me..trying to help them..asked them this..
me: ni ke yi chiang hua yi mah?
tourists: hor..hor...
me: ni kan na ke Burger King? ( i was pointing at the BK sign.. by then tried to control laughter!)
tourists: ahh ahh..
me: ok u go straight..theres mrt stn ( *rolled eyes*)

hahahahahah...goodness..i was tongue-tied! froze and ended up speaking to them in English. I smiled..the rest smiled..
i looked at the tourists.. and they went.. hor hor.. ..i said.. OK? they smiled.. and we left! euwwww!!! and giggled all the way???? ehehe eksyen eh! ehhehe teruk!
well it was relli a great outing. thanks le_tya! simplyhana! wreck! jenna! m@s! mutiara! yan! wezao too! eheh shall meet up again ya!

and so...that was awesome great. The past low feelings..stirred up slowly. Guess, i really need a break... and glad i did last nite. not knowing wat to expect..but i went ahead. was hoping she could go. i expected anyway. dunnoe..just the sudden feeling to haf girls get together..or say..just the 2 of us..shopping..dining...bachelorette getaway.. well i noe things changed..expectations change..just got to accept reality.. n yes. reality bites! The other bachelorettes completed my nite yest. At least, i ended the nite with the widest grin. Anyway, deep down there was a slight low sign. The memories of him. It lingers. Bittersweet? The world is indeed very small. Well expect the unexpected,ayu. This is a matter of test...He will gif me the strength. A coin has two faces. And each face is painted with different colours which depicts a story. Im sure mine is a blend of mix colours. red-hatred. white-purity, yellow-forgiving, black-helpless, blue-sadness..etc. But i do hope, when the coin is flipped..dun just look at one side..do look at the both faces as well. Well..at least i know i managed to pull through. For 2 yrs i gathered all the strength..i aint wanna it to cripple me again. It takes great deal..great strength to deal with loneliness and still be positive. Well, things happened for reasons.... its a test...

oh yes..btw..finally a fren wanna do mutual swop with me to a convent school.. another ordeal..what should i tell my P.... haiz..