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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

yes yes...im home! time checked.. 2.50pm! aha..
lucky week.. nuthing much to be done in school.. n i noe this is a well deserved break..
so punched card at 2pm..n im one happy bunny!

This morning..was kinda feeling.. sentimental.. ahha
well.. it was music lesson and did pop music with them..
Flying Without Wings and I Have A Dream.. from Westlife.
They picked up kinda fast..esp majority knows the song..
As they were singing..Flying Without Wings..hmm..old fond memories kinda flashed in my mind..
i was kinda moved...so there was a tear or two.. aha..crap! back to reality..haiz!

Anyway.. i wasnt really happy to receive a news this morning...
ok my colleague will be transferred to another school next year..and so
she asked me to play the piano..accompaniment for the choir ...next yr for SYF..
oh man!!! i hate this!! n i cant turned it down..coz theres not other choice..
n so the competition will in March next yr..and..one of the criteria..it must be of live music and they choose piano.
kinda stressful.. not that i dun enjoy playing the piano..but i just hate it..if its for competition..
kinda having peeps out there n watch me? i cant..relli..
apart from playing during lunchtime performances many many years ago...the last time i performed was during Graduation Day..during my pre u days.. it was I Believe I Can Fly..infront of my P n guest of hon..n yes yes..i hit the wrong note..n i went ..alamak! i bet they heard!! haiz..but i went on..n completed the whole song.. kinda aint wanna perform for public! no way jose`!! so now..what should i do? i cant say no.. unless i get a student to play..n meanin..i must stay back after school to coach her.. haiz..i dun feel good abt this thing.. i looked at the score sheet..n i knew instantly..i hate it.. 3 songs... and i hate it.. the scoresheet is still in my bag..next to me...
im feeling the stress now... tho its 4 mths away...n i noe that lady wants a gold! who doesnt!! .. oh man!!!

sigh in harmony..