hey...its bachelorette..
oh nice..
ok..teevee's calling..
*close my book..alrite..can always read it tomoro...ehhe*

euw..everyone seems to change the layout..euw..guess i should too..its end of the month anyway! sumthin new for August..red n white perhaps? eheh euw!hmm..if i haf the time dat is.. :)

heaps of compo scripts to mark.. mural for sch's opening ceremony not completed yet.. gosh..just dun haf time to paint these few days..the incomplete mural stands aimlessly in the classroom..entered the classroom this morning..viewed the mural..hmm..i just sighed..time..time..less than a mth for the deadline..n yet i haf the aboriginal centrepiece to b completed! hmm..guess i wanna spend the whole evening now surfing..perhaps read a book later..
no way im gonna do my marking at home... im just feeling low lately..just dunnoe why. one of my colleagues asked y..kinda withdrawn myself from chatting with my frenz during lunch break.. relli? mebbe i didnt realise.. or perhaps..its true..i just wanna b alone sumtimes. hormones change? eheh
perhaps i should grab my book.. been reading it over n over again.. i just love it..perhaps its sumthin me? euw..m i seeking solace..gosh!
i smiled everytime i read the first few lines as i flipped open the book...


"God, I wish i were thin,
I wish i were thin, gorgeous, and could get any man I want. You probably think I'm crazy, I mean here i am, sitting at work on my own with a massive double decker club sandwich in front of me, but I'm allowed to dream, aren't I...."

hahahahaha hillarious..but ouch!

reading on....

"Unfortunately,they don;t see what I see when I look in the mirror. Selective visualization. I think I'll call it. They don't see my eyes..my glossy light hair.."

heheeh nice! simply nice story.

alrite.. i think i noe wat to do next...

duvet is all ready...

norah jones's song gonna b played next..

gonna cont reading..

till i fell asleep..

smile..

good nite everyone..

euwwww its 12.45am! reached home half an hour ago...oh man!! watched City of God! 1000X1000 thumbs up!! tho i was tired n sleepy..but i was wide awake thruout the show..like wat fod said..indeed it was a quality show! glad i decided to catch the movie with aishah,fod,rush, ida n her cookie(zari)...worth it man!! thanks guys! neways, didnt get to meet herda tho...was hoping i could meet her ! sigh..miss my neybor! ida n herda did a makeover! cant wait to c their pics! ida looked good!! shes a babe!!

alrites...time to zoom off to bed..
selamat malam!

hahahahahahahah!! gosh! this is cute! m chatting with nat! aishah!! now on msn! yeah..i couldnt sleep..been tossing here n there..
love the conversation we r having now...goodness..hilarious!!!! we r commenting abt some bloggers..i mean their blogs! some with superb english..n yes..we spotted a few..n been reading their blogs..should i name them? eheh better not..n also some who..heck! they dun care at all abt the grammatical errors..n some wrote abt reflections! which is good!!..eheh neways, seems like we both haf nuthin else to chat abt huh! hehehehe but this is sumthin sooo us! gossip? ahhaha guess after this..i can haf a good sleep! eheh

( ok she gives green lite! eheheh)

k k..check this out..here are the excerpts..

b@che|orette says:
but yu kau nye eng dah power jugak
b@che|orette says:
compared mine
b@che|orette says:
ahhah
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
mine is simple english sha
b@che|orette says:
isit
b@che|orette says:
aku tgk mcm bagos
b@che|orette says:
i mean i compared mine la
b@che|orette says:
ehhe
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
aiyoh
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
ehhehe
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
alrite
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
im gonna write abt weight issue
b@che|orette says:
ehhee
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
my failed weight thesis
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
gonna b long
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
gonna write it tomoro
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
lol
b@che|orette says:
hehee
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
gonna adopt this kinda attitude like..hey..this is my blog..i can say wateva i want
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
ehehhe
b@che|orette says:
wich is true
b@che|orette says:
as long eng tak pecah
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
wat i feel..wether its sensitive..u haf only right to read..n if u dun wanna read..u r not invited too at the first place
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
hehehe
b@che|orette says:
ahuh
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
tak ah sha..english aku tak pecah..when u readed u can understood my engrish..like to met..n to talked
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
ahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaa
b@che|orette says:
lol
b@che|orette says:
siol laaaaa
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
hahaha
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
mebbe i should cut n paste!!!
n ehehhe taddaaaaa in my blog
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
alrite?
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
lol
b@che|orette says:
eh siakk!
. . . .s e r e n d i p i t ý. . . . says:
bley k?
b@che|orette says:
siol la kau
b@che|orette says:
ehhe


hahahahahahahahahahahahah love u sha!!!!!!

btw..if blogging is not a diary..not a personal thing...then...wat it is? euw! * grins*
hmm perhaps i should start a comment box! hmmm...hehehe


anyway...

well...

hehehe till then..
toodle dooo~~

good morning everyone!
im taking a rest now..2 free periods! yirpee..

chatted with natasha last nite..oh man! we recalled our nostalgic days! eheh yeah..agree with what she wrote in her blog.."we were alredi recording songs in professional recording studio at that age. the only thing missing were a record deal, a manager and loads of money" awwww man!! heeh
and the best part.. she knows few of my frens too! 2 yrs ago i went to brisbane to visit Khai n Firdaus..n hey..Natasha was there too..gosh n i didnt noe! we could haf met!

Took a cab this morning..not that i was late..but i brought so many things! macam nak balik camp! hehe brought along my sports gear for today's badminton session after work..and also swimming gear n towel for tomoro's swimming session..! guess im on the ball now..to lose weight again! ahah went to the gym yest for bodycombat! myyy it was tiring..body aching now..n surprisingly i hit the sack pretty early last nite.

oh yes..this morning, wen i was in the cab..heard my fav song on the air "...Wishin' and hopin',And thinkin' and prayin', Plannin' and dreamin',Each night of his charms, That won't get you into his arms....."instantly i rem of that movie "My Bestfriends Wedding".. yes its our movie, rite d saint? gosh..by then he's already in the plane. yeah..my saint left for out stn this morning.. a short trip. managed to talk for awhile last nite. Promised him that i will fetch him at the airport next week! eheh hopefully sis will allow me to use her car..if not..will rent a car with a fren..coz its national day next week..few plans lining up the whole weekend. saint, if u r reading this..heyyyyyyyyyyyy!! dinner at chijmes once ya back!!! saint is my platonic buddy.. a very intellectual guy who loves to talk crap sumtimes with a good sense of humour! n yes..hes a charmer! just love his smile! but dun get mistaken..hes just a buddy...just like the one u see at My Bestfriends Wedding? ..still rem last yr..he sms me.." hey ayu, dun forget our movie at 7pm" hehehe cute! anyway..in that movie..julia roberts didnt end up with her bestfren rite? eheh guess its gonna b like us!..just happy the way it is.. alrite saint..take care ya!

ok..time to chit chat with my colleagues at the staff lounge..euw..mak brought nasi goreng for me! euw..on diet..but..tak sampai hati lak tak makan. early in the mornin mom has prepared the nasi goreng..besar hati mak! eheh love u mak!
daaaaaaaaaaa~

guess wat peeps!
im chatting with Natasha (lux) on msn now!! oh coool! cool!!! alrites..gonna chit chat with her!! daaaa~

first thing first! my big HALOOOOOOO to lux!!! couldnt believe this man!!! Finally i noe who is Lux!! She's Natasha!!!we were from SBC Children's Choir! but lost in touch rite after the choir was 'disbanded' ehhe. Still rem vividly those days when we would practice singing together..spent our Monday nites all the way to Frankel Ave just to haf our singing practices..and back on every Saturday morning for another singing session at caldecott hill!..sing n sing n sing! Natasha, rem the days that we had our dance practices at Sylvia Mccully's Studio?! gosh!!! been ages say... 12 yrs ago? no 13? euwwww!!!! thanks to blog! connects us somehow! this time we will definitely keep in touch ya! miss her!!

my day was spent fruitfully.. luckily sis asked me along to attend her school's concert--Gathering the Kindred Spirit! Showcasing the students talents!The Josephians were good! talented! There's STOMP, piano ensemble and even punk rock band! cool!! one group performed Red Hot Chilli Pepper's song...myyy impressive! they jumped hehe macam cacing kepanasan! Not bad..not only are they intelligent..they are talented as well.. one scholar performed piano recital from Hadyn.. euw! bravo! bravo! makes me feel like continuing my piano lesson..one more grade to go tho.. perhaps i should complete my Grade 8 next yr..hmm..perhaps..perhaps..perhaps..

btw, do i relli look like my sis? funny incident happened just now in her sch. One student actually approached me n say, "Hi Cikgu!!" n suddenly, he gave a stunned look! perhaps coz im spotted with long hair n obviously sis's hair is short! hahaha Gotcha kid! im not ur cikgu.. im the sister! heheheh that poor boy..smiled! when i stood beside my sis..haha the same boy came to us..n gaf us that cute look! eheh "Cikgu! ur sister looks like u!" ehhehe ya ya ya! we laughed and again..few suprised looks from other students as well.. we just smiled n my sis had to tell them.."this is my sis..bla bla"..hmmm interesting! even her colleagues said that we look very much alike!..but i think otherwise... coz..she has big eyes compared to mine! neways..i include here makeover pics taken with sis..perhaps..u b the judge! hehehehe

am i a sentimentalist?
euw..been listening to Air Supply's songs..
They are coming to singapore this August 10th..
feels like going for their concert tho..dun think my friends are interested..
no way its air supply.. but i just dunnoe why i dun wanna gif this a miss..
air supply? ayu? ehhe kental.. but again heck.. love their songs..
wanna catch Mariah Carey's earlier..but her concert was cancelled coz of Sars thingy..
the last concert i attended was No Doubt &Cranberries's concert..
myy that was last yr! hmm.. dull...its 30mins past 1am.. dull.. boring..its saturday n i haf to work later..
dull..n yet im listening to air supply's now? euw... i think i'd better listen to other songs..
ok. Amy Grant's. nice.

whoahhhhhh!!!
aishah finally has a blog!!! ceydeylah minah! ehhe
she's under my link @ imbrugli@ madness! shes one lady who simply lovesss natalie! euw! alrite nat..chloe..esah..aishah! congratz! lesen blog kapaa? *chuckles* power lah!! ehehhe love her pics! check it out guys! wooooo! finally she can 'devote' her time updating her blogs for shes always complaining how sienz she was at work!!! way to go girl! eheheheheh

guess wat! i drove all the way from springfield gardens back to mah place! it was an unforgettable experience! sis allowed me to drive her car..woo..
well ehhe she was in the car la... kinda accompanying me.. boyyyyyyyyyyy it was so coool!!! hehehe now i feel like getting my own car..hehehe anyone wanna sponsor? hehe im aiming for a colt....cute! eheh volks will b fine too eheh

read joop's blog earlier..abt bachelorette..saw trista n ryan's pic on her blog..nice..nice.. envy lots *grins* ehhehe.. i rem i did surf Oprah.com before and read abt them.. came across the poem that Ryan wrote..here it is..excerpts from the site..

"Ryan says that reading poetry on TV to Trista is probably the most embarrassing thing he's ever done, but he had to win her over!

"I told myself I would do this no more
To public rhyming I had closed the door
Then Oprah called, and asked so nice
I took the pen and paper off ice

The critics and cynics all call it a bluff
No explanation will ever be good enough
So we'll go on loving, living our life
As a boy and a girl soon to be husband and wife." .....excerpt of Ryan's poem to Trista..

auwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!

*melts*.......


oh yes..btw....i received a tag msg from someone nick Lux! hi there..im eager to noe who u are! n yes..i was from SBC Children's choir! are u Asyurah? Natasha? Pepita? whooo are u? eheh im eager to noe! who noes finally we can chat abt the good old days at SBC! eheh our training days..tap dance! rap! sunshine singers! n oh yes! Children's Day show back in 1988! the caldecott days! rem? *winks* * "~~~under the sea~ under the sea~~ ehhehe"

oh..sweet!

Alhamdulillah! Syukran!
I MADE IT!! yes!!!
miraculously i did it for the first time!
i passed my driving test!! hip hip hurrah!!!
i thot i wun b able to make it.. earlier b4 the test..during the 'warm-up' session..
i cant veen concentrate! i hit the kerb..pole struck down! everythin! in fact i drove at the wrong lane!
it was stressful...by then i thot..dats it ayu.... eheh i wanna go home then!
however... during the test..i was so calm..yes i couldnt believe i was so so calm!!!
i could still pluck a smile! ( tapi dalam hati..bismillah all the way! ehehhe)
parking was a breeze!! ) ZERO points for circuit!! woooooooo!!!
did minor mistakes on the road..but eheheh again...alhamdulillah..
i made it!!!!
so..now.. i believe dat...u can pass ur driving as a first timer!

alrites..time to celebrate!
heading to cafe vienna for dinner!
guten tag!

heya..
the kids danced gracefully just now at ACS..
not bad for a start..hopefully they can get Silver awards..

neways, had my final driving lesson just now...
it was terrible! mounted on the kerb! it was so so so terrible!
can i make it? sigh...
im hoping for the best..
envy those who can pass their driving test for the first time..

btw, here are some pics taken yest..me in my sareeeee with my beloved P4 kids..

till then..nites everyone..
good luck ayu!

* ooops i decided to delete the pics...kinda distorted! hehehe

i salute those who can put on saree the whole day! dat explains the Indians! goodness i wonder how they can relli 'handle' the 'art' of 'walking' with saree!!
i had a hard time this mornin! firstly..it took 15mins for my colleague to tie the saree for me! ehhe.. the next ordeal came when i had to walk to the hall..n some of my kids were whispering. some pointed to their friends..god noes why.. n felt like telling them..."halooo im not an alien dey!!".. frankly..i dun feel comfortable walking! kept on having the idea that the saree gonna fall anytime! euw! by then..i m9iss wearing my baju kurung! hehehe..we had a simple celebration D'RAMA performed for the kids. Neways, back abt the saree story..i nearly tripped when i climbed up the stairs! euw..felt like i stepped on the cloth! myyy!! bad idea..really a bad idea...after 3 hrs..i gaf up..quickly changed into punjabi suit which was whole lot comfortable! euw!!! colleagues asked me not to change..yeah rite!!! perhaps...should make it compulsory for them to put on saree next yr!! ehhehehe deys!

sigh! missed posting this blog on time..exceeded 3 mins..sigh sigh...
alrites...wanna hit the sack..
haf to b in sch by 6.45am..gonna haf to doll up my kids..make them pretty pretty girls..
bringing my kids for SYF tomoro!
yay!!! not doing any teaching tomoro!!!

nites everyone!

its 12.30 am..am so sleepy..tired..but just dunnoe why i cannot bring myself to sleep! euw...been seating aimlessly..wanna set P1 worksheets..but nuthin done..expect my sch's name as the heading..hehe dats all..teruk!

huda flew off to perth this mornin! she's back here for only a week..n it was only yest dat she told me of her confirmed return tixs! so sad..didnt even get to meet her..didnt send her off either! so sad...tho we got to talk over the fone yest..but i noe..i kinda miss my sista! on man!! got to wait till end of the yr to see her...miss u odah!

hmm..haf to be in school by 6.45am! gosh...my colleague offered to tie saree for me! yeah ..its the Racial Harmony Day..we agreed to exchange our costumes..no one should wear their own ethnic costumes.. dunnoe y i chose to wear saree instead.. hmm..i think i noe why now..just dun haf the solid figure to fit into dat tiny minute petite cheongsam! sigh!...oh no..dun wanna talk abt the weight issue here..sigh sigh...been 1 mth..yeah 1 mth..or was it more than a mth since i last hit the gym! terrible..aint cheap paying membership with California Fitness Centre! im sure once im back, the trainers gonna shake their heads..n smile.."ayu, SIHAT nyer!!!! apsal lama tak nampak?" hehe few of them did dat b4..euw! should i enggage a trainer again? sigh..ok not gonna think hard abt it..

btw this mornin izlan told me he'd lost another 3kg! well..i lost 14kg before ..gained 5 kg..sigh 5 kg!!!!!! n has not been losing any since!!! im on a plateau!! gosh! euw!! im all stressed up man!! we're on bet! whoeva manage to lose 10kg..will buy one tub 1.5l of ice-cream n let the loser eats it! euwwww wat a bet! neways..i took that challenge! ehhehe giler kan!

gonna force myself to sleep now..
got to wake up by 5am!
goodnite everyone..
daaaaa

SUPERB!!!

we had Darwis's birthday bash at McDonald's Ridout Tea Garden yesterday!
it was fun! aishah brought her nephew, danish! cute boy! fod brought his digicam, ayn and bro brought his video and others armed with camera..myyy darwis was like a superstar! Camera flashing here n there... but Darwis was too tired to show his widest grin! I did face painting for the kids! There were so much fun! In fact, me n aishah did join in the first part..we danced to the Chicken Dance! cool!

The kids enjoyed the games n of coz the souvenirs from McDonald's! i wanted the funpack tho..but unfortunately..it was strictly for kids! the plush toy and the Barbie note pad were for grab! Thier parents had fun too..the food was free flow..and they ordered watever they want! Aishah n Fod gave Darwis a pair of Benetton 'Air Rift's shoes!! ehhe similar like the one dat aishah grabbed for herself...her nike's air rift! m sure darwis gonna look good! Thanks guys! Alrite here are some pics!..will link it once i noe how to ya! eheh k enjoy!

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY KARL DARWIS!

guess im good at multitasking... watching bachelorette and updating blog at the same time. euw! tomoro is deadline to submit exam papers! sigh! yet to finish setting CA papers..gonna burn midnite oil i guess! euw! dun u think Trista is gorgeous? i love her hair! she has a sweet smile! n of coz..ryan! myyy..hes such a..charmer! i love his smile too.. seems like wat matters to me most is the smile! one of the criterias is..he must had a captivating smile!..

neways, this mornin kinda had a tuff time with my P1 kid. He's an autistic and worst, he has a mentality of a 3 yr old kid, will run around n kinda very touchy! during music lesson, he was rolling ard in the music room! i made him sat next to the piano.. while i was playing the piano..he pulled my skirt n tried to touch my leg! euwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! not only dat after music lesson, while the kids were putting on their shoes, he ran away n tried to jump off !! n it was on the fourth storey! myyy..it was chaotic!dramatic! the kids even chased him! luckily i managed to get hold of him! boyy, wonder where i got such a stamina man!!! hehehehe gonna inform my P tomoro.. need to refer him to psychologist.

alrite..
time to do my papers
daaaaa~

darwis turns one today!
gonna haf a lil feast in awhile...bought for him a small lil cake(300g) with spiderman figurines on top of the cake! cute cute!
was wondering wat cake to get..till i saw dat spiderman figurines.. i rem that my sis watched Spiderman last yr when she was pregnant with Darwis! ehe wat a great gift!my sis was shocked to see the cake n darwis smiled hehe as tho he understood! Neways, will take some pics later!

k here are the pics!



spiderman...nobody knows who you are~~~



let's chop spiderman's head off! euw!!


btw, was too tired to update my blog last nite. Went to meet the gals yest n we had dinner at California Pizza Kitchen!! the serving was big dat we cudnt finish it! celebrated ct's bday! she was surprised when we gaf her the present! bought for her Chomel's necklace!! glad she loved it!! it took me n aishah ard 20 mins to get the gift! guess we just noe each other too well to noe wat perfect gift we should get!
neways, here are some pics taken at CPK! euw not PCK! eheh



surprise!!!!!



ct, myself and aishah..



ct,myself and aishah again...

MONDAY BLUES!

indeed i haf a lot to learn abt blog. spent almost 45mins trying to insert pics and ended up its was so disorganised.
guess, i haf to leave this blog as it is. mundane i can say. will definitely chase herda or fod!! hehe guys! help me will ya? *winks*


surprise! hmm not another one.. i left sch at 2pm today!TWO PM!!! dun pway pway!! first time i left sch at 2pm on schooldays!!!!! was supposed to haf a game of mini tennis or badminton today with my colleagues at 2, but i was just so tired! aint enuff sleep i guess... euw! anyway, ma was surprised when she saw me at the doorstep!! "ma, im not selling yakult! halloooo!!!" eheheh managed to get a 1.5hrs sleep b4 i left for driving lesson. woke up feeling so fresh! everything went well n hopefully the test will b a breeze. insyaAllah..

gonna meet up with my best buds tomoro! another dinner date! euw! gonna celebrate ct's bday! kinda ct's last 'singlehood' get-together with us b4 she gets enggage next mth!.. so, aishah, u next?? or me? hahahaha cant wait for her to get married! so who is aishah? hehe! ahh this super gorgeous CLEO finalist girl is one lucky lady who dun need to think abt losing wt..she can eat n eat as much as she wants w/o worrying of putting on wt! ooh!! i cant hate her, can i? heheeheh..shes like an icon..dresses well..fashionably taste! she loves natalie so much n some do say she resembles like nat! cam real! ehhe oh well..been bestpals for 13yrs..obviously her presence is just enuff to motivate me to lose weight!! shes a babe! n guys..oh well! need i say more? *fod..senyum kapaa?* *grins*

alrite, time to do lesson plan..
gonna hit the sack after dat!
goodnite everyone..
daaaaa~~

euw!!! so many surprises today!!! i hate surprises. really. but sumtimes just cant run away from it. pleasant surprise. at least.
met up with hana, yan, tham n gf for dinner at swensen! euw..been such a long time! was nice to see them again! updates updates! hana getting married end of this yr..yan's next yr! well the hilite of the gath was when tham broke the news n said hes getting married! voila! n earlier of the day another surprise! another close fren sms to inform me that shes getting enggaged this 9th August!..euw! should i start pressing the panic button??? *grins* ehehhehe

chatted with huda on msn..n euwwwwwwwwwwwww shes back here in singapore!! yirpeeeee!! n now..i haf to find time to meet her..gosh!!
n shes going back to perth next week! will definitely meet up with her...lotsa things to catch up! miss her so much!!

met up with fod, aishah n the rest..attended wedding dinner yesterday. reunion for some sec frenz. watched midnite Alex&Emma! euw..i nearly dozed off! the movie was kinda slow i can say..or was it me..who was sleepy!!! had a smashing good time b4 dat..when fod told us that riq drank Ribena at Zouk the nite b4! ehhe i was tickled by that!..imagine someone who drank glasses of..err..ribena n soon after dat..began to get tipsy? eheh pretending huh! ehehhehe cute! went supper n reached home close to 4am! ma was still awake..kinda worried for me..euw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fod, sha, fiq!!..password of the day: $10 will always remain a mystery *winks*

im feeling very edgy. antsy. tired. moody.

reached home close to 7pm. just as good as working with the pte sector. 12hrs shift work.

painted the mural from 2pm till 5pm. The tree doesnt turn out to b like wat i wanna it to be. Guess i was tired. painted it green (watelse) added red and some blots of blue. euw. it looked spooky. just like the one seen at Harry Porter. By then i knew i was tired. Luckily the kids were still in school. They offered to clean the palette and brushes. *phew*

surprisingly, few of my colleagues still ard. busy marking. one was busy distributing hydroponics kang kung. *sigh* just dun haf the mood to bring it home. will wait for the next harvest. 3 of us decided to share cab home. i was too tired to take the train. but they wanna leave ard 6pm. no choice so i continued marking. no way im gonna bring home those books. it was only ard 6.25pm that we left school. dead tired by then. i didnt talk much in the cab.. beside the same topic abt the autistic kid, Nick, again.

i dun wanna complain. but i just cant help it. teaching is fun. i love the kids. but life after teaching. hmm. markings. admin work. setting of papers. hmm. yet to complete setting P4 CA2 paper. im all drained out. thot of doing it at home. but have been putting it off day after day. deadline next week. *sigh* dun haf the energy to set high-order thinking qns for my compre. perhaps will do it over the weekend.

social life seems to deplete soon. hope not.
frenz been complaining that im just TOO busy now that i cant spare a day to go out with them.
yet i haf lots of dinner gath to attend. hmm haf to find time no matter wat.
will make time to meet the saint for dinner. *euw*


tired. hungry. no mood to eat.
i wanna take a nap now.
nap? hehe..
its 9.30pm soon. mite as well just call it a day!
gosh! i missed 'Chemistry' again!!!
again.. n again..

hmpfh!

nite.

euw! frustrating. previous post supposed to b for 9th July. ehehe..asked fod, hana n ida..euw..and indeed i can't change the date neither the time! ok..i didnt noe that. nvm...haf lots to learn abt this bloggy..

feeling so....
dumb.

k

nites.

"mornin ayu. u look great today. dun forget to smile ok?" i smiled when i received that sms. thanks izlan, so sweet of you. the investure held this morning was kinda draggy. was sitting next to graduands whom i dunnoe. Sad. Miss my frenz terribly. If only i was there last yr with them. The feeling would b great havg to grad with ur own batch. Anyway, alhamdulillah. I made it this time. Hate psychology so much. Studied just for the sake of studyin. Glad i made it through. Surprisingly, got a B. Took pictures with my parents. Thanks, mak..abah for ur support..and to my siblings n friends.

my saint suggested to meet up for dinner. he said meet at 7 n i name the place. thot of marche. too impromtu for chijmes. took a nap n i overslept. sms him n told him to postpone the dinner date to next wk. anway, sis n bro wanna haf dinner with me. he didnt reply my sms nor ans my call. hmm. suprise. he's angry i guess. good. he'll look more charming. *grins*

looking at my calendar..hmm so many appts. dinner with mona, ida n herda. another one with yus, salie n hubby. coffee session with aishah n kak ct. dinner with azliO d saint b4 he leaves for out stn. izlan plan for a seafood session in jb on the 26th. euw! food!! theres goes cali gym!

im oh so tired now.
back to work tomoro.
another fun day with my lil musicians...

nite nite.

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sad.
v sad.
Conjoined adult Iranian twins have both died after unprecedented surgery to separate them.
couldnt believed when i read that at cnn.com
i received the news abt the first twin died from my colleague in sch. i was shocked. Reached home and shared the news with mum.
We talked abt it. She said its Allah's decision. Hopefully the second twin will survive.
Ma continued watching teevee while i grabbed the Berita Harian, sat beside her n read.

Another shocking news. ex-singer of HRC died due to heart attack-he collapsed and died. I saw his pic in the papers n instantly i rem abt him. My frenz and I dined at HRC couple of months back n he was there singing with the live band. i was mesmerised by his voice. still rem, he sang "picture this" by kid rock n sheryl crow. Good looking young man blessed with nice voice. Shocked to know he has passed away. Called Aishah n told her. She was suprised tho she cant rem vividly abt him. We cont talking abt the twins and hoping the other will survive.

Another more shocking news. Laleh died shortly after. 1.5hrs after Ladan. Sad. So Sad. i'm touched by their bravery, their willingness to proceed with the surgery tho they knew of the consequences. Afterall, their wishes were granted. They were seperated. But now.. they are gone.

God can just take away any life any moment.

Something that we can't control.

I'm glad im still alive...

tell the person that you love them when u still have the chance..

time to do some self-reflections.....

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good noon!
finally its free period now..
they decided not to video the kids today..schedule to next date..
neways, guess wat! one of my kids..soiled his pants..aiyoh! i was gathering the kids
give them the cue to get ready for music lesson..and suddenly..out came...that smell..
i noe sumthin was not rite..heard from colleagues dat P1 kids-soiled pants-..is common! oh dear! didnt expect
that i was gonna face it! luckily my colleague passed by my classroom..and quickly asked for her help. eheh we asked all the kids to stand with their back facing us! oh gosh..n tadaaaa...*neenoneeeno*....the twilight zone! euw..indeed..a boy soiled his pants..boohooohooo! n fortunately my colleague offered to bring him to the toilet! the kids began to pinch their nose!! n screamed "eeeeeeeeeeeeeee".. well frankly i couldnt stand the stench but aha..being a 'role model' i told my kids " Hey, don't do that lil darlings!" as if! i wanna puke actually! ehhe.. after a while the stench 'fades slowly'... in order to get their attention..i let them sang their favourite song. they were actually shouting than singing! but heck..the kids were having fun! they deserved it...ehhe somehow it distracted them! ehhe... made my day looking at the kids singing with actions of the duck song.. they quacked! they squatted!! they wiggled!! they waddled! !they jumped! ehehhe

"... two little ducks that i once knew
fat one, skinny one, two by two,
but the one little duck with a feather on his back,
he ruled the other with a "quack, quack, quack'

down by the river, off they go,
wiggle waggle wiggle waggle, two by two,
but the one little duck with a feather on his back,
he ruled the other with a "quack, quack, quack' *jumps*

i lurrrrrrrrrrrrrveeeeeeeeeee my little musicians! muahs!!!

song of the week...
is playing on mah head....
matchbox20-unwell-
the tune?
the lyrics, perhaps?....


All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why


But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me


I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind


I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away.....

wasnt concentrating watching friends..was chatting with awi at the same time..interesting conversations we had. Life. Love. Friends. Tiffany Ring. Car. Oakley Prescription Glasses.Partner. Decisions. Enggagement. Marriagehood. Scary. Those last two..Scary!Don't know why suddenly im just not interested in that. I'm just happy the way it is. Make more friends. Out with them. oh yes esp with my platonic buddy! He's such an irritating charmer! *sigh* promise to dine with him at Chijmes. soon. before he left for out stn again.

alrite, im done with lesson plan..music score..worksheets..ironed my clothes.. n next..time to hit the sack. another long day tomoro. Meeting chloe at 5 for tuition... guess im gonna hit the pool tomoro evenin. its been 2 weeks since i last hit the gym nor the pool. terrible. slack. tremendously. stamina level-down.
feels like engaging a personal trainer again.. but euw..the price.. sigh.. spent closed to 2.7k oredi. everytime i take a look at the credit receipt; just gives me the motivation to hit the gym.lost 14kg. oatmeal diet. high protein. low carbo. high spirit then. n now. died. gained 5kg! damn! wake up ayu! alrite, alrite no more excuses..will find time. will go to california gym this thursday. perhaps for ABT(abs, butt, thighs) then bodycombat. then, steam bath. then home sweet home. dreamland.

im tired. sleepy. bed's calling. roger.
nite²....

surprise! surprise!! such a pleasant surprise! saw mosh, oneiza n huda names on mah blog! wahlah!! its like a reunion! i didnt expect that blog can b such a hit! guess everyone..oh well..almost everyone kinda bold enuff to share their thots in blog! euw! so wat's next? *grins*
its sch hols today..sigh only for one day.. was running a temperature since saturday..dull! cancelled my appts...just caged mahself in the house! dull! dull! dull!
it was so difficult to get up from bed this mornin. set the hp to snooze n *sigh*i just cant cont the dream that i had! well, if i were to set it off...i knew i would b late for driving. *sigh*..had to drag mah feet.two days of lazying ard at home. aint enuff. neways im late for my driving lesson! as usual..slope part wasnt a smooth one..hate it..hate it so much when the instructor asked to make a left turn n..ergh!..its the slope! managed to clear it tho..bravo? bleah.... told izlan i made it this time tho theres minor mistakes but he said its ok, gonna get better in days to come! oh great! i feel good, somehow!
so wat to get for Darwis? He's turning 1 in 2 weeks time.. my darling nephew Karl Darwis!! thot of askg a pro to haf darwis's pic painted on canvas. not a bad idea but dun think they can complete it in 2 weeks time.*sigh* so what else can i think of? euw..
wat's next?lesson plan..boring... hate it to the core.. i bet other teachers will agree with me that writing lesson plan is such a ^@&#@..they'd better agree with me!!!
oh dear, just rem.. IT peeps gonna video my P1 music kids tom! euw..i'd better get the music sheet ready..hate sight reading! rather play the piano w/o the score! oh well!!..alrite..be bach later!

ahh finally herda offered to help me with this bloggy!! euwww im so the 'go-blog' man!!! i thot blog was simple..guess i was too ambitious!!
after seeing frens' blogs that has pics..now..i oso want! kiasuism strikes me now! boo hoo! heck..dun care! ehhe see!! now im into this! if this carry on..
i will just get fatter..seating down and not exercising! hehe ..neways thanks herda!! love u!
neways, mona is back! gonna meet up with her n herda for dinner! ahh been such a long time.. well how i wish i could spend time with huda too! shes with Jukz spending her sem break in Melb! euw!! how i envy the gals..neways alredi promise dat i gonna visit huda next yr! will go to perth with Jukz..euw! time to save up!..
its past midnite now...
guess i wanna hit the sack..
shall cont this again tomoro..
nites..

sigh..thot i just wrote sumthin in here..n it went kaputz! sigh sigh!
anyway.. im back!..almost everyone that i know has a blog! whoah! after surfing fod's site..its so aspiring! hehe..
but guess he has lotsa time to do it.. n there's hana..who kept on asking me to check out her blog..and again..wahlah!! so now..guess im back again creating a new blogspot! ..still rem wat linda said early this yr..hey ayu online journal is a good way for ur outburst! hehe..alrite..im back..yeah im back.. i've stopped writing diary since then..n in fact..i hardly have time to write one.. guess too many things that happened that i just dun wanna write it down..n swallow every sorrow ..euw!!
alrites..wanna scout for a blogskin for now! seeee!!! how time consuming this is....oh well..alrites..i'll b bach.