2 years ago..when i received my posting letter..i was kinda disheartened..coz i was posted to a school thats kinda far from my place. took me almost 40mins to get there.. However, knowing that it is a single session school esp with only ard 500 enrolment, i took it positively. I thot i will get the whole afternoon for myself.. esp seeing my sis who usually gets to be at home..latest by 4pm. She never brings home her work..unless during exam periods when she usually does her marking. She kinda sets the good example.

2 yrs later.. im still disheartened.. nope..not bcoz of the distance.. but bcoz of the time.. yeah..contact time! Imagine my contact time starts at 2pm..n ends almost to 6pm just now!! n this is not the first time. 5 of my colleagues left sch..some posted to other sch..some join the HQ..and they are happy. One who sat in the meeting just now..was smiling all the way..coz he said...hes posted to a double session school..where their contact time is only for an hr!!!! yeah..yeah an hr..where both sessions staff will meet.. n still sat..will b an off day..unless theres meeting, remedial..or bla bla bla... i foresee.. im not gonna get any saturday off..

and now.. my sis is still happy teaching in her school..she gets to be home almost 4pm lately... n no complains from parents.. and shes glad to teach in a boys school! ishk!!!!

and ME? haiz... i just wanna teach..pls dun gif me all the admin stuff..but again.. hmmmm

Anyway, I look forward to teach each day.. i love my kids.. although..hmm sad to say..i haf 3 ADHD kids now.. n the gal..yeah rem the gal..who rolled in the classroom? who jumped or will just screamed at anytime.. yes..SHE..hmm im teaching her again. Reason being? oh..shes familiar with me! ishk! still i love her..shes adorable i can say.. LOVE? ahha! ok lah..just need to reward her..shes ok at times.. challenging tho.. and well.. im given a form class.. the last worst class of P4. theres only 5 gals in my class..the rest are boys! and most of them..haiz...u name it..samseng dusun? lanun? hero tamil? haiz...oh yes.. and im also given.. the 'lower-ability' of P2... gosh!!!! some cant even read.. n took them almost 5 mins just to write a sentence!
on top of that.. there is one..special kid.. hmm hes not ADHD..neither autistic..but hes smart..gosh! yet to identify..but tell u.. in my music class.. he expects the books..the cds all all neatly stacked!! and yes! he dun even wanna see any fingerprint on the piano!! and of coz..he volunteered to close the piano each time i haf played it! *sigh in harmony*
n my P1..yes..i haf one filipino boy..who speaks to me in tagalog..altho i tried to translate to him in English-Malay! n one girl..actually came to me.. "cikgu, cute ah..pipi macam baby" *euw!*

haiz...

Well its just the beginning of the first week of the school yr..

May HE grant me..with lotsa patience..love..n good health.