2nd day of the year..

no resolutions made for the new yr..

coz it seems..much of wat was made for the last yrs..was not met.
well..my intention to buy a car seems has to be put on hold. guess priorities change each time...each yr? mebbe. more focus in budget calculations...hmm priorities more to the family. yeah, took a maid.. for my mom. Not that im lazy to do housework..ehhe well..at time..yes yes.. but i think..its time for my mom to rest at home. Esp now that she has to look after my nephew.. i dun wanna her to tire herself with the housework. Shes turning 60 soon..and i want her to enjoy looking after her grandchild..without the need to worry abt housechores!..Well, I don't expect my maid to do everythin but at least..shes there to help my mom. For cooking..defnitely mom or myself will do it. Sometimes when im at work..i dun feel at ease..coz mom loves going to the market early morning.. at least with someone accompanying her..im not dat worried. Eversince my siblings have moved out after they got married.. my parents were thinking to stay in a smaller house..to a 3 room flat. I declined of coz.. i've grown to love this house.. each of us has our own room.. so much privacy.. and in fact all the nuclear families..shall i say...extended? can still stay under one roof..once in a while if they choose to chill for a nite. Anyway, ..i kinda orientated her what to do.. but mostly..i leave it to my mom.. anyway,funny tho..when i asked my maid to rest ard 3pm..she was kinda shocked! ehhe well..she started since 8..gif her a break man!! there she was..reading my mags..and i purposely switched the channel to TVRI! hehe After she did her Asar prayers..she continued her work. god noes what she were doing..coz the house were already spick n span...n i found out..she was folding the plastic trash bags! alahai~ she just wanna do work!

anyway..i hope..she gonna portray the same way tomoro n each coming day..insyaAllah..

so..priorities change...but i still hope that i can own a car someday. Shall hope that HE grants me with good health..and life..so i can work hard to achieve it..

wat's next?.. i mite enrol and continue with my piano lesson. Stopped at Grade 7..and perhaps with one more level to go..i ought to complete it this yr. Since im teaching Music...so i guess..y not. Grade 8 by this yr..and next yr..hopefully..performer's level...

and well..i've made up my mind too.. this may..im gonna apply for study leave!!! yes!!!
since marriagehood is not ard the corner..as i dun c it coming yet...i guess i'd better zoom off..and further my studies...yeah Malay Studies... if not..i'll consider Open Uni and do Psychology and Mathematics...

so much thot for 1st Jan... yeah..whole day at home.. and thats wat running in my mind..

exactly 1 week ago..i was hopitalised.. but heck! dats the past!! its brand new day!!

be focus..focus..focus... ehehhe

well..im gonna miss 1st day in school again! still on Medical Leave..
for 2 yrs in a row...i wasnt ard to witness the freshies in school! yeah..the P1s!!!!
I badly wanna see the anxious parents..students...ehehehhe but hey..i bet..the kids are looking forward for first day in school!!! Hopefully..when im back to work on monday..i will get to feel the atmosphere..ehhe after its just 2nd day of school!
n well..im still clueless..wat level ..i'll be teaching except that im gonna head the Art Department! euw..i can feel the workload getting heavier!! got to think a niche for the sch... hmmm

mind wonders...

till then..

nites!


"You got to be careful if you don't know where you're going, because you might not get there." - Yogi Berra