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Thursday, January 22, 2004

hillarious! hillarious!! laughing my heads off watching american idol 3 now..while typing away..aha!
gosh..americans willings to go extra miles and do silly stuffs! well aha..at least they are sporting..
dun think singaporeans are that brave enuff.

neways the day was spent with my mom. yeah we talked abt lotsa things. Guess its the mom-n-daughter bondage..tho there were times we disagreed abt so many things..but again..either one will just agree to the latter. anyway, mentioned to ma abt my frenz who are getting married. Glad she didnt breathe a word asking me to think of dat.. guess she knows her daughter best! aha! well frankly thought of it scares the shit out of me, I can't deny that I would love to be part of one of those smug going-to-be-married couples. planning, preparations..deciding where and when.. and well the thought of after the wedding. yes the marriagehood. At least its more on security. Well wouldn't we all want that sort of security? I guess for now it's just a matter of finding it. I thot i had found him tho.. he was basically wat i wanted/needed but i guess sometimes its just not as fairy tale like as it seems.

at times in school..i cant help but to look at all the adorable kids..esp the P1s.. well i can say..most of them came from single parent family..so much in me wanted to hug them ( but i cant..aha dun wanna get caught!) esp so of this P2 kid where my colleagues did say that she looks so much like me..her cheeckbones esp.

now mentioning abt kids..
i received a suprised gift yesterday in the school hall. my P4 kid came to me..infront of so many classes and my colleagues.. he handed me a gift! shocked..of coz i was. told him its not my bday..neither teacher's day..but he smiled and said.." Its ok cikgu, this is for you" .. i smiled..and the rest of his classmates when whooooooooo and whoahhhhhhhs! fuh! my colleagues teased and yeah.. 10yr old kid? pls lah.... ehhe well i got a heart-shape jewellery box! so sweet of him. Well i did notice how weird he can b in class sometimes.. esp in his journal.. he will write personal notes to me.. and couple of incidents where he would come forward n kept on asking me qns like " is my ans rite? should i do it this way? use a pen or pencil?" u noe dat kinda qns.. hmm....

adidas did ask to join him with his frenz for a picnic this morning. hmm me? meet his friends? hmm is this the sign? and hes going to Sentosa tomoro and asked if i haf made any plans? hmmm tell me.. tell me..wats the sign?
its not so nice to turn down everytime rite? but at least i did say im gonna make it up..

its almost 1.. hmmm bad news now..

the bad news? i haf nuthin to do.. ( actually a lot- set exams paper which due this friday.. work review- due this friday, tonnes of markings...but heck! its hols..i wanna enjoy my 2 days break!)

did surf Oprah.com .. n damnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! its abt lost weight stories!! and y am i not there yet!!! argh! so they succeed! k shall not dwell abt this...

sigh in harmony~