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Friday, April 16, 2004

today i was playing hide and seek.. ha..yeah..kinda 'cabut' from work..as early as 1.45pm!..finally since first day of school!
basically i was too tired to stay..since tomoro is not my off day, mite as well i made my early exit from school!
Been very busy. The past few days been early nites for me. It is dark when leave for work, it is dark again when i reach home. Mom could only shook her head. Compared to my sis n bro-in-law..and other relatives..mom complained that its only me who has been reaching home almost to seven.. worst still, almost 9pm during tuition days..and ha..if im out for dinner or chilling with frenz..i will reach home almost 11+pm..
n now..im simply drained and tired...been taking cab to n from school.. ..kinda too much...im too generous to the taxi drivers... few nites ago..i calculated my cab fares *winks at nat*..and its almost $450 per mth!!! aiyoh!!! n its not like im paid alot... this is too much..too much...asyik taxi jer... keep on thinking of getting a car.. but dun think i can afford it yet.. aiyeh!
usually i will 'taxi' pool with my colleagues who happen to stay ard the same area.. we were just too tired to walk all the way to stn..den have to wait for feeder bus.. sigh when you were just too tired...(imagine from 7am..rite up to 6.30pm..) all u wanna do is flag for a cab!... what we wanna do is just to sit down in the cab and not think..oh well, almost half of the day we are standing.. euw cant imagine the need to stand again in the bus... esp up n down from ground level to the music or art rm which is at the forth level! got to fetch and send the kids each time, o ne class after another...euw!form of exercise eh? ya....

anyway, guess, if i wanna save every penny..i haf no choice..
wake up 30 mins earlier.. euw..5.20am??
take the cab only if i bring books home ( which i rarely does that)...
hmm...
yeah..talk abt sacrifices...
sacrifice..
yeah