i need more faith..i need to be strong..


last friday.. my car hit the kerb..all because of a taxi who was speeding, trying to overtake me.. and sadly..the sport rim's cover gave it away! i was almost in tears...


on saturday.. it was raining heavily..guess my mind was wandering.. i thot it was amber ..but i just went on..saw the red-light camera..too shaken..i gave an emergency brake..n car skidded..right in the middle of junction in front of Sembawang Air Base...


earlier today..received a news..my cousin met with an accident.. hit and run..the taxi just sped off.. how irresponsible!!!!! he survived..alhamdulillah..but bruised all over and his skin kinda 'tear'..few stitches.. n gosh.. why! why! he was on a bike and seemed like the taxi was on a fast speed..didnt realise he was doin a U-Turn..and there he was..wheeled..and..hmm.. Well his friend did try to chase the cab..but the taxi driver sped like nobody biznez!! damn!!


why oh why!


i took a break from driving for 2 days.. don't know if i can do it tomoro to work. But i just have to be strong... why suddenly there are so many things on my mind.. life is unfair sometimes..but then..its a test, a challenge..but again..till when? hmm..


alrite i need a break.. i simply can't wait.. am counting down...