dearest you..

i know times are hard now. and i know i can never be you. definitely i can never be like you. and perhaps can never think like you. but at least. i do try. to try to be in your shoe. its hard. i know. making the major decision in life. perhaps you are lucky. you are facing it now. while i, perhaps, i will never get to experience it at all. you just need to think what you want right now. what is your focus now. i bet you are moving to that direction. deciding. the risk. thats life. your happiness. think of all the good times. weigh all the good and bad. i'm sure you know best. but its hard to know what's best, isnt it? i didnt mean to sound one sided. i never meant to. im just too concern to put words through you. For now, take your time. but for not too long. be firm. no regrets. a breather perhaps.

the answer is in your hand.

ask God for directions. for ways. for a torch. for a light.

hold it well.

my prayers are with you.

my thoughts too.

i'm there. i'm here. anytime. just for you.


simply_ayu