from spotlight to arab street. on sunday, only a few opened. high and low. finally i got the cloth that i want. cotton-lace. something suitable for the wedding. something casual..beach wear. don't wanna look too gordy. luckily, the tailor willing to sew..given only 4 days grace. Hopefully it turns out sumthin like i saw at Island Shop. Well, i can't ask much, right. Aint blessed with a model-like figure. Well, make do. heh.
i read phyzis's blog. yes, the worst of 2004 so far. catastrophe. earthquakes. many died. life is such a tragic, that way. what's happening there. chaotic of coz. life. deaths. And here i am looking at my gifts, looking at my wardrobe, working clothes, planning which one to be ironed first.. planning what to wear to the wedding. which danglies. which bangles or bracelets. which slippers or sandals to the beach that goes nice with the beach dress. and there..there! so many families mourning for the deaths of their family members, loved ones. perhaps, some are trying to rescue any survivor.. and me? here?
and my cousin&family is in jakarta visiting her bro and family..ok, but that happened in Acheh..but still? and lenny& suhaimi honeymooning somewhere off sri lanka i think, colombo? but anyway, glad they are fine..fadz told me, my cousin and family are fine in jkt and lenny just replied my sms, thank god!
anyway, i used to complain a lot about life. why this? why that? why she can have everything that she wants? why she can just get it in a snap? whats the winning factor? but i guess, thats life. she walked with a winning smile. perhaps during that time. perhaps there are many other things in my life that can just make me smile. every small little things. contentment. and working towards something which definitely makes me happier. and i know i'm trying. at least, i'm making some people happy now. mine will come soon.
it's sunday and i'm going back to work tomoro. yes, its still the school holidays. but i just need to get some lesson plan ready before starting the new year, new class, new projects with a bang, i hope. i'll sit alone infront of the computer and i'll be gently banging on those keys. yes. budget proposal with the new template. need to be done by tomoro. or else, i'm dead.
heh.
what if tomoro never comes?
i read phyzis's blog. yes, the worst of 2004 so far. catastrophe. earthquakes. many died. life is such a tragic, that way. what's happening there. chaotic of coz. life. deaths. And here i am looking at my gifts, looking at my wardrobe, working clothes, planning which one to be ironed first.. planning what to wear to the wedding. which danglies. which bangles or bracelets. which slippers or sandals to the beach that goes nice with the beach dress. and there..there! so many families mourning for the deaths of their family members, loved ones. perhaps, some are trying to rescue any survivor.. and me? here?
and my cousin&family is in jakarta visiting her bro and family..ok, but that happened in Acheh..but still? and lenny& suhaimi honeymooning somewhere off sri lanka i think, colombo? but anyway, glad they are fine..fadz told me, my cousin and family are fine in jkt and lenny just replied my sms, thank god!
anyway, i used to complain a lot about life. why this? why that? why she can have everything that she wants? why she can just get it in a snap? whats the winning factor? but i guess, thats life. she walked with a winning smile. perhaps during that time. perhaps there are many other things in my life that can just make me smile. every small little things. contentment. and working towards something which definitely makes me happier. and i know i'm trying. at least, i'm making some people happy now. mine will come soon.
it's sunday and i'm going back to work tomoro. yes, its still the school holidays. but i just need to get some lesson plan ready before starting the new year, new class, new projects with a bang, i hope. i'll sit alone infront of the computer and i'll be gently banging on those keys. yes. budget proposal with the new template. need to be done by tomoro. or else, i'm dead.
heh.
what if tomoro never comes?
