Its been 10 days and i haven't been blogging as often as i should be. Should i say as often as i want to? At times i like picture this blog in my head, and most of the days my thoughts never make it here. Perhaps ive been too occupied with work that i prefer to surf and just refused to blog. Today is an exceptional. Someone moved me. I think about others too much that at times I thought no one cares about me. Heh, emo. period. who cares anyway. but someone did. she blogged about us. The friend in us! we have not met for many moons. The last was..euw.i can't rem. that freaking long. now when? i'm bad. but we still smsed, n hey, we still think about each other. well, i think i've not been keeping in touch with lotsa friends. i'm bad. ok fine. its all about work. bad isnt it. lame reason. but thats real. few cant wait to end the bond. heh, me? i d u n n o e. i'm still hangin on. each day, think about the positive things. think about the kids. i'm just like a surrogate mother of 41.. and heh.. plus art n music students..make dat 160. in fact, more. i'm not complaining. i love my job. my kids. esp that one special kid. each day, i look forward to see her in school. shes my ADHD kid. Anyway, its just a matter of time management. BUT doesnt mean if i rarely sms, if i rarely meet up, if i rarely chat on msn tho ya online.. mean i totally forget you... esp my neybor. funny how she reminded me that my oven is spoilt. i totally forget about that! ok..see? ..this is bad..bad.. ha! n saint is back. ha?