simply in my dreams... in my thoughts...

too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

i pressed the buttons but i did not make the call. I want to call.I know I want to. But I can't. I want to sms, but i guess not now.

I try to recall the past. More than anything, I remember the laughter. And then the tears.

Close friends, a few. For me, being a close friend is in an intense experience. This is not just a friend. This is someone who is there through the thick and thin. Someone who knows you so well that, you don't need to say anything for them to understand everything. You know what I mean. Anyway, the first thought that crossed my mind as I remember those words was 'that bad? how sad!'." It doesn't matter if the friend is sad, all you're thinking of is gloating about how you were right.
The more I thought about it, perhaps its true. Perhaps you are right.

I guess this time, one person is frustrated for one reason or another and utters something remotely mean and the other jumps on the bandwagon. In good rships, as soon as one person has the guts to stop being right, the other person admits his or her wrongdoing too. So what if you're the one who has to apologize first? But its ok, let me be the one to apologize first. You have too many other things to think about. And that is much more bigger issue than this. I equally understand that.


Perhaps i just did.


My apologies.


You have a safe journey tomorrow.


We will meet again.